| So last night was one of the craziest nights at the house yet.... Yes...
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Homeless people
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Masterbation
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Manginas
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Nude celebrity impressions
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Shoes set on fire with gasoline
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Drag Queens
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Drunk people, Drunk People, and SMASHED people
That's all I can remember... hehe |
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| So things haven't been too bad lately. Interesting, to say the least. Life living with Nathan and Tanya has not yet proven to be difficult. They're a little intense, maybe extreme at times... But it's all working out just fine. Good times.
Rob and I are still at eachother's necks. we've been through so much together, but we're just not healthy for eachother. Tonight is his birthday party, which is being thrown by the person I hate most... Ryan :::shudder::: I fucking hate Ryan. I'm hoping everything will keep on an even keel and no blood will be shed. I was never meant to hang out with crowd. It just doesn't work.
I feel like I'm finally getting back to myself. The days no longer feel so dark.. I'm not nearly as stressed out as I have been recently.
It feels good.... |
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|  Drink, Drink, Drink
The house feels so much different with an extra two people living with us. It's pleasent. When I walk in, the house feels alive. There's energy everywhere... Cheerful. One wonders how long that will last. Hmm... Even when rob lived there it didn't feel that way. Maybe because of Rob's lack of energy. Don't get me wrong he has it. Definately has it... But he has no zest for life. No passions. Nathan and Tanya on the other hand are very alive... Awake to life. Passionate. I LOVE passion 
Let me tell you how this weekend is gonna go. Parties... Parties everywhere. I'm excited. Phillip is having his birthday Friday which should be an ultimate blast, and Rob should be having one Saturday. Score.
I was just thinking. Josh and I really don't have anything in common. Our attraction to eachother is strange. There's no reason for it. No justifications, yet we are drawn to eachother. I wonder how he would react if I confronted him with this. Hmmm... I do know this. Unless we find ourselves more compatible, I thikn I'm gonna ease back. Now is not the time.
Live and Love, Kids. |
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